childhood life

My childhood life

Everyone said when you are a child, you are having a good happy life and you don't have any problems at all.But I think not all children are so lucky enough to have a happy childhood life experience.Me myself,I don't want to judge anyone or cretinize anybody whats going on about their life but what I'm going to talked and shared here is base on my true story about my childhood life. It's different from other normal happy family.I know life must go on but sometimes things happen when you are not expecting it,and you are just asking your self why?

I was a member of a broken family since at my young age of 5 and having a broken family was not so easy at all and the one who are the most suffering are the children. Base on my own experience, I am the one who suffered when my parents got separated.Being so poor already lack of everything then to be a member of a broken family will be the worse thing I ever had in my life.When my dad started to go away from house, I was so sad till I burst into tears without sounds that no one could hear me. I asked "How long you will go?" and begging him not to leave me.Then my dad told me "Don't you worry son I will be back soon an bring something for you ".I told him that I don't want anything from him,just always be my side is enough already. After that,my dad turn his back and I saw he started tears and hug me tightly.I know that action shows that he really love me and I couldn't forget till my last breath watching him went away from house with full of sadness.I can felt that there is something wrong going on but I couldn't said anything even my heart broke to see my dad leave us.I just discovered that my dad is not coming back after I heard a conversation of my grandparents that I need to stay with them for awhile.Staying with them is not my dream at all,even though that I can say that they gave me all their love and attention,still there's something missing.All I want is our family to be complete and reunite once again and that is my wish at all.Now,I realize how hard and completely difficult with full of sadness and trails what happened to my childhood life but i'm sure and know that everything happen there is a reasons and Allah is the most greatest Planner.When we are children we seldom think of the future but we forget to enjoy our childhood moments.As the quote says by Tom Robbins

“It's never too late to have a happy childhood.”
― Tom Robbins

I hold the says by Franklin D. Roosevelt as my inspired motivation,he said that:

“We may not be able to prepare the future for our children, but we can at least prepare our children for the future.”